My first love has gone by. Deeply, I'm very regret. Spent the whole night and day crying, have no meal. Even though I know in my heart that you're already gone, I'm still hoping that you'll come back to me some days. Still hoping for a miracle to happen to me once again. The frist time I heard it I was so confused. Should I fight for another chance or Should I turn my back on the the person who've hurt to me so bad? I even ask my brothers, and they've told me to fight for the new beginning. I believed them, and that seemed to be the right choice I've made. Especially, Valentine's Day, it was my happiest day ever, becasue you gave me that present and that VTR about us. In the VTR, I was so impressed by the word you were typed "I don't care about your past, in the future we will walk together forever". And you promised me you will not left me again. I accepted before i'm very gallant and ever made you sad but In this new start I will try to change."Every day is a new start and a chance to make right what went wrong yesterday." Then when the time passed by you were changed too. You weren't to waste their time to me. Forgot to called me and never told me "miss" or "care" for me. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

     Finally, The worst day returned again. The most regretful moment for me is whem I'm losing you. I don't always know the moment that love begins, but always know when it ends. Everyday when i'm lonely I recalled stories of us again. Every good time I had you beside me. I smile but cry with tears of Happiness deep down in me. Although, I know that I cannot ever have you back to me again. I don't know your reason about your leaving. I thought you may tired about your class very much. If that could bring you to a better life and make you happy. Maybe I must to agree and restraint one's mind. Although, i can't do that.

     At Last, I want to tell you I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. I know I won't live forever, but forever I'll be loving you.